Archive - Earnest Chaos

February 2025

Why do I let mean people in my life?

On taking responsibility for conflict...or not.

Feb 1 •

January 2025

What do we decide is permanent? (pt. 2)

A continuation of thoughts around our collective beliefs and attitudes toward permanence, and why it matters.

Jan 17 •

November 2024

what do we decide is permanent? (pt. 1)

how the concept of permanence shapes our collective beliefs and decisions.

Nov 18, 2024 •

September 2024

why don't I feel aligned with leftists?

I’m looking at my politics with curiosity, and a little bit of "what the fuck."

Sep 10, 2024 •

January 2023

; what the hell did I do in 2022?

excuse me as I indulge in the effort to not completely dissociate from the passing of time.

Jan 2, 2023 •

July 2022

; I'm yet another Black woman leaving social media.

not surprised, not disappointed, just really fucking done.

Jul 10, 2022 •

February 2022

; it's me, trying to understand why I live in a place that hates me.

on growing up Black in Minnesota.

Feb 4, 2022 •

January 2022

are you there god? january won't end.

like honestly I'm gonna lose it.

Jan 29, 2022 •

This is are you there god?

Jan 28, 2022 •

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